With bitter words we fought.
A trivial topic, I thought
tears streamed down my lightly crimsoned cheek..

I loved you, but I hated you.
I admired you, but I despised you.

Im here to say I'm sorry.
For all I've said. For all I've done
No refuge from my past
Naked, I lie here on the ground, weeping at your feet

In my mind, I cringe when I think of how I spoke to you.
I've done a lot of mistakes in my life.
but let me tell you.
Leaving you and Nighty was one I will never forgive myself for.

Bad relationships, lost loves, and pointless fights.

I love you Aren and Nighty, a bit of truth from your ex-son.
I'm sorry now, I must race my problems like a man, and not run.

Penned by my hand on the 21st of Variach, in the year 127 MA.