I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for all I've done.
I miss the family
I miss the love
I miss the jokes
But most of all...
I miss you and Aren.

No more loving hugs, no snuggles by the dozen.
No more forehead kisses, no more licks by my cousins.

The days have been cold and lonely
But I will survive
I miss you Nighty and Aren
My love for you is both still strong.

I wish we could share the laughs we used to have..
one more time
I wish I could curl up in your strong, protecting arms and smell your
wonderful scent..
one more time
I wish I could hold you close and call you both "Daddy"..
onre more time

I love you Nighty and Aren.
I always have, I always will.

Penned by my hand on the 21st of Variach, in the year 127 MA.