If only I had knew, If only you said
I would had given you the world to be in arms
I would had held you to your last breathe
If only you had said, If only I had guessed
You never would had to go alone
You never would had known nothing but my touch
You wanted to bring me happiness..
Yet your presence brought me more then you knew

To my husband that I have lost..
To the one that loved, enough to let go
You had my heart, my soul
If only I had known, if only ...

May you sleep in death somehow knowning
I did truly love you...
If only I had known..
I would had held on and not let go..
I would had told you, "I love you Arivan."

Rest..knowing that I did.
I"m sorry I couldn't be what you needed.

Zephy

Penned by my hand on the 22nd of Ios, in the year 152 MA.