Do you lie awake at night
Crying on your pillow
Feeling sorry for yourself
Do you try so hard to sleep
But your stomach churns so much
That you can't seem to find
a moments peace

Do you wonder what you did wrong
To make someone want to hurt you
Do you wonder how you could be so blind
not to see the lies before
Do you stare absently at the wall and find
that there is no explaination

Does your heart break inside
like that person that broke your trust
Do your tears fall silently
unheard, in the dead of the night
Do you only wish that you could find
that one person you could give to
that you know isn't using you
that you know you won't end up hating tomorrow

Do you??

Penned by my hand on the 1st of Lleian, in the year 150 MA.