For years I have stayed silent about the things that I know. The guilt
from doing so has driven me into slumber. I will stay silent no longer.
There are truths that the entirety of this realm must know. What you do
with that knowledge is up to you.

Milian Arcan is not the man that he portrays himself to be. He is, in
reality, a sick, perverse, pathetic little man who lies, cheats and
manipulates his way into gaining people's confidence. Now, some of you
might say "Oh, she's just a bitter ex-wife". I won't deny that I loath
him. But I loath him because I came to realize what kind of person he
truly is.

Things none of you probably knew about Milian Arcan:

1. He likes to pretend to be mindless or that he has to go anytime that
allies need his aid. You've got a war going on? You've got leylines to
get? He's going to find a way to get out of it, especially if there's a
chance that he is going to die.

2.His biggest desire is to turn the Bahkatu into his personal harem,
which from what I can tell he's succeeding in. He likes to place his
current conquests into positions like Head of Novice, but not actually
make them a secretary. That way he can see if he has true domination
over them before he gives them any power.

3.He had intentions to take the Bahkatu to Spinesreach, however Neithan
shot him down on that when he refused to end the war between the Bahkatu
and the Atabahi. He was sick of Duiran believing the leadership to be
thugs and idiots. Enorian wasn't much better according to him. When the
divine wouldn't let the Bahkatu move to the wild his choice was
Spinesreach.

4.He believes the Bahkatu to be lazy, mindless drones who will follow
whatever he says because they don't have the ability to take his power
from him. He has successfully removed every single person he believes to
be an active threat to his power in the guild. Those of you left are the
ones he believes he can control and manipulate in order to keep his seat
of power.

5.He likes to abuse the powers given to him and stretch the truth in
order to obtain his goals. This includes, but is not limited to:
enemying those who personally anger him to organizations, finding
believable but plausible lies to back up his allegations, and
manipulating others to back up his lies (Particularly Bahkatu members).
He likes to brag about how all of you are so stupid and he got away with
it later.

6.His divine is not exempt from his manipulations either. He finds ways,
including not waking or pretending to be mindless, in order to avoid
helping in divine wars. He has insulted Lady Lleis and her order members
on numerous occasions. It was made clear to me that he believes he would
be best running the order, because the rest of you have no idea how to
do it.

7.His family is not exempt either. Kalia, according to Milian you are a
slut who is an embarrassment to him. You are not to be trusted with any
appointment of authority because you are too stupid, immature,
irrational and irresponsible. Thalya, you aren't much better off either.
Though you get the added denotation of being a drama queen who is
jealous of the attention he gives to others because he believes YOU want
him. Maxia, same for you. Oh, and Ninette, though you aren't family
apparently you've got it bad for him as well. But then, according to
Milian, half of the realm wants in his bed.


Now, this is just a small portion of the things I know about Milian
Arcan. You all have the choice to take it as it is or believe me to
simply be the bitter ex-wife. I don't really care. I've done my part
now. I can rest not feeling guilty that I have kept all of these truths
to myself. If you allow this man to continue to manipulate you from this
point then it is no longer my fault, but your own.

Penned by my hand on the 1st of Chakros, in the year 349 MA.