my heart belonged

to you

all I ever wanted was your love

in return for mine

but as the tears fall soundlessly

I realize that it has been a cruel, cruel game

that all the words that we spoke and all the things that we did

were lies

and as you tore my heart from my chest

I still cared about you

and I hated myself for being hurt

by you

my anger

drowns out the pain, the sting

of what you have done to me

unable to find solace

outb sileris
apply sileris I gather the pieces of my heart
that you carelessly tore apart

in an instant

did you ever love me?

questions still plague my mind

outb sileris
apply sileris my soul dies
-=MJ

Penned by my hand on the 17th of Midsummer, in the year 125 MA.