I wish I could write the music that runs through
my head at meantion of your name
I wish I could tell you all I feel..
I am not the same, I have changed
In ways I wish I could tell you.
I am not the same, your presence
feels my soul.

It was you, all along..
If I could write what I feel, would you know
it was about you?
Secretly I hold the truth..
I do things now secretly for us both.
I know my role now.....but must it always be alone.

I go on and on, why can't I give up?
You feel my soul, the touches, the caresses.
Never have I lost, till I lost you.
Never have I felt the loss till I lost you.
That hole is there, and shall remain.

I never knew such loneliness till now.
All in my past, nothing amounts to it.
I keep going on.. and on and on..
When all I want to do is lay down and stop.
Never give up hope, I shalt
For my eyes have beheld what it pines..

And it is you.. so I go on and on.

Lady Zephy Duses

Penned by my hand on the 8th of Slyphian, in the year 120 MA.