I'm so tired, how many times do I have to hear the same thing?
My heart can't take it anymore, the pain runs too deep.
How many times do I have to give my heart, only to wash it dashed.
How many times do I have to cry, alone?
The tears noone sees, noone hears for shame I hide.
How many times do I have to endure the pain?
Every day wishing things will change.
I wait, patiently, I wait and my heart grieves.
I run now, I'm so tired.

How long must I endure?
The pain of seeing her so close yet so far.
Hearing the words, yet not sure if they are meant.
I'm tired, and nothing is left.
Don't come to me if don't mean it.
Don't let me wish for that I can't have.
So I wait.. and I'm so tired.


Penned by my hand on the 13th of Haernos, in the year 97 MA.