My heart hurts, my soul cries out
the silent tears that are with me always
Time, is what I need they say
Time heals all..
I want to move forward, but I find cannot
I want to go back, but I find I cannot
Where I go from here I wonder?
Back is too hard, forward means losing that which I Hope..
Where I go then?
Time is what I need, they keep telling me..
But everyday the pain is worse.
Everyday, feel more empty and I try to wait
Try to move foward, when my heart wants to go back.
Where I go then? It is all I think of all day..
So the tears fall over the littliest of things.
I try to be brave, but the pain is unbearable.
I try to be patient, yet the pain lingers.
Something unexpected, yet time is what I need.
None will give it to me, pulling me from sides.
But they tell me is what I need, time..


Penned by my hand on the 8th of Ios, in the year 91 MA.