I said I'd write you a poem, didn't I?

For my fiance.


I wish
That I could tell you
The thoughts that linger in my head
But my mind freezes up
And my mouth won't open
So I can't

I wish
That I could show you
The emotions which you evoke
But my heart flutters
And my hands shake
I just can't

I smile, I sing
I laugh, I talk
I wish for things that just
Don't happen
But in everything I do
There's you

The thought of you
The image of you
Your voice, your words
Your actions, your kisses

I never thought to feel again
My heart, broken so many times
Never to heal again
Or so I thought

I didn't count on you.
You came along
And suddenly
Everything was right again

I only wish I knew
How to tell you
I'll keep on wishing
And maybe one day
You'll just know


I love you, Malivar.

Isabel Ke'Seph

Penned by my hand on the 10th of Ios, in the year 90 MA.