A heart that does not beat still feeling so strongly the emotions of
all.

You gave to me strength. A smile stretching the hope of eternal
companionship.
It took long to meet in these crossroads, to share the same ideal,
agreeing to speak before the world what it is you felt.

I melted at your touch, I thought endlessly of that day.. the day we
would come together.

I waited for you, to catch up to me.. and it came..


Then suddenly in your moment of despair, you left.. willingly into the
darkness, further into the depths of no return.
You left me.. to deal with the treacherous path alone.. to suffer this
loss.

Months have passed. Each day becoming more tolerable to the pain I feel.
Taking time to find it in my mind of how to withstand and understand
why.
How could you be so selfish? How could you leave me? Was not my love
enough to keep your soul refreshed to continue? So it seems not so.

I am angry. I am frustrated. I cannot help but feel lonely, alone for
the troubled times to come. You will never be there for me. A together
will never be.

I love you, I am still in love with you. Yet, scarred by this torment I
forever keep this memory alive.
Will I ever be free of you?

Penned by my hand on the 2nd of Arios, in the year 88 MA.