I watched you
With admiring glance
And adoring heart
I wondered that my eye were not lanterns
Glowing forth with all the love I have for you

You smiled, bestowing an honour
Striding by, forgetting me
A little child
No more to be trifled with
To be acknowledged and not heard

But I had not forgotten
In my dreams, I placed a kiss on your lips
Tenderly, revelling in the salty sweetness
But it was only a dream
And in the morning, you were gone.

I knew I could not love you
Not watch for you the way I did
Because my heart broke everytime
Everytime I was the forgotten and she the admired
And how cold it was without your smile

So I'll watch
And my heart will die with each caress
With each confiding whisper in her ear
With each pleasure I am denied
For without you, it is not enough
To live in love

Penned by my hand on the 1st of Arios, in the year 85 MA.