Everytime I close my eyes,
try to chase away your lies,
Ill hold my breath
and try to make my pain subside.
My fear of abandonment
makes me small and hesitant.
What wont I do in order to hide?

Do you remember,
I used to tell you about the nights I spent awake.
They havent changed,
because of your memory, I cant shake.

It weakens me to be alone,
but I have to make it on my own.
If only ust to prove,
I dont need you.
Ill clench my teeth, give my all,
Ill dry your blood off the wall.
Gonna make it go away,
no, Im not gonna let you stay.

Do you remember how it was before it all went wrong?
How does it feel to be te weak one?
Cause, see, I am the strong.

But time still passes,
like the water under bridges Ive burned,
since I cant go back no more.
My heart has been broken
one too many times by people like you.
Thats why I cant go back no more.

Penned by my hand on the 16th of Niuran, in the year 266 MA.