Kanji to the heart

Kanji to the heart
It fell to the start
Being a fool, having other people feel the need to be the protection for
me
I know what Im putting myself in
I know, but it seems I need the protection of others.

You say I cannot be forsaken
Because I am not the only one

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From oblivion to "life"

Im dying and dead inside
The feeling fighting, always blinding
Take my hand, I will be alive.

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Rituals for Rebirth

You speak of cutting,
There are worse ways to die
There are better ways to relieve the pain
Seek something forgiving for that.

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The man is flawed, but So might be the thinking of the woman

You say you will get everything you want.
Its easier to push people than to keep them for yourself.
Its easier to give than receive love, but that does not mean that love
is wrong.
It doesnt mean that.
But why should you listen to a man? Because a man is flawed,
But nothing is said for the woman.

You cannot seek out to protect others,
When the best protection for them is none at all.
You cannot destroy that which was already destroyed,
You can destroy the hope that things can be rebuilt.

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Why sin? To feel mortal again.

Becoming and destroying,
Eating the worlds away
A five shot shooter,
Taking shots down like rain.
A breath of smoke,
An inhale then a drop of rain.
We do these things not to sin ourselves,
But we do these things to feel again.

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- Caligo Voltaire

Penned by my hand on the 7th of Midsummer, in the year 265 MA.