To all of those, you know who you are, my sincerist and deepest
apologies for any grief I have caused. Know that my intentions were
obviously not at those moments, thinking of others' feelings. A mistake
and regretfully insensitive decision on my part.
These words are a mix of emotions you all may be feeling, at one point
or another.

When it began, sparks were flying
promises of love, nothing for hiding
gifts of the world, and tales of the heart
nothing was more true than that of the start
you were the one,
who stole my heart.
you were my dream come true.
you were my air.
you were my sunlight.
you were my moonlight.
you were my life.

Sweet empty bitterness fills my soul,
though it's not sure where to go.
I don't always do the right things,
and I ask you to forigve me.
My heart lies dead in your hand,
bitterness still searching for a place to land.

Where are you now?
The one who stole my heart.
Why are my dreams turning to nightmares?
Now I can't breathe.
There is no sunlight, just darkness.
You were my life.

When you leave I'll cry a river of tears
Become one with the wind and the rain
Leave tear drop stains
And steak my cheeks blue from all the pain
When you leave I'll sink into darkness
Blaming anything and everyone for your departure
While bandaging my heart to help heal the scars
When you leave I'll shut myself off from the world
Hide in my magic bubble to help block out the pain
Chase away onlookers who try to offer support
And try to put back together the heart you've slain

I try and try to let you know,
Your neglect of love on me does grow.
It seems like everything I do for you,
Always leaves me empty.
Our complex life together,
Blown away in the sand.
Just a trace of my demand.

I try to say bye, in my own way
nothing is working, what do I say?
memories don't lie, no need in crying.

When you leave I'll scream from the depths of my soul
Raise my voice high so it'll reach your ears
Plunge deep down within to spout all my emotions
Scream out my heart til the anguish evaporates and disappears.
When you leave I'll sleep for the sake of not waking
Cast out my dreams so this mess will construe
Try to deeply rest, catch some peaceful slumber
And when you leave, I'll miss you.

Penned by my hand on the 22nd of Lanosian, in the year 73 MA.